Happy birthday, gramma
Sep11

Happy birthday, gramma

Today is the first time that I don’t need to call gramma to wish her a happy birthday and happy anniversary (she married grampa on her 20th birthday). It takes some getting used to.

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Samhain 2011: RIP Grampa
Nov02

Samhain 2011: RIP Grampa

It was a glorious day: The colors were vibrant, but just past their prime, and there were icicles everywhere. There had been a snow storm the night before, so the symbolism was perfect. There was beauty everywhere, though it sometimes seemed a bit browbeaten. The earth is going to sleep for a spell. And we are on the cusp of rest and temporary death. The sky was incredible – the colors in the clouds were gorgeous. I trekked up...

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Six months later…

I just wanted to give an update on all this. I was in the middle of shooting my scene at HotHouse with Gavin Waters when I got the email from a reader informing me about Sean Cody and QueerClick revealing my legal name. A minute later Gavin got the text telling him that his ex girlfriend had outed him as a porn model. That was an interesting scene to try to finish. I’ve never been able to watch it. I can look at each moment and...

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Guys with iPhones

Here’s a fun post. Nothing of any real depth. I just thought it was cool that a pic of me got posted on www.guyswithiphones.com 🙂 I just go back from a nice massage after a short trip to DC. The dance company had a performance this past Friday night (we did a dance using “The Seven Deadly Sins” as a theme), and so I could do only a short visit up north this weekend. I do like the road trips to DC and Atlanta: I get...

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Subj: Re: A transatlantic hug!

Hi Devon, Writing this e-mail feels a little strange, mainly because it’s not what I was expecting to say to you at all. I had intended to relay the curious tale of how a straight white Scottish girl (me!) found herself perusing the web-page of an intelligent, funny, erudite and thought provoking gay guy from America. But now, having read the sad news of the loss of your beloved grandfather, I think that it should remain a story...

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RIP: Grampa V

I don’t really know why I’m doing this, or why my first impulse is to come here and write it. I don’t know if it’s symptomatic of living in a Twitter/Facebook world, or if it’s because I think of my blog as a safe space where I can just get everything out of my head. Either way, it’s a mix of shame and shock I’m feeling for doing this here; however, I don’t know where or how else to...

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