Too late to apologize
Dec21

Too late to apologize

Quite a while back I wrote a blog entry about a man named Randy. To summarize the entry shortly: I feared that I was in danger of doing to someone else what Randy had inflicted on me. On a whim, I Googled Randy tonight. Randomly. Something moved me, and I wanted to know if he was okay. And I found out that he is dead. That is startling. Not because it’s a shock to find out he died (he was an undiagnosed biploar alcoholic,...

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Rest in Peace
Dec16

Rest in Peace

Something I have never really talked about is the experience I had in high school with a shooting. My little town’s high school had one, and it put us all over CNN and other news channels for weeks. There was an underclassman named Edward Bryant Gillom, and he was 15 at the time. I believe he was a freshman. At any rate, I heard after the shooting that he had been bullied repeatedly by several jocks, all of whom were much bigger...

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They’re ba-ack… I cast thee out!
Jul17

They’re ba-ack… I cast thee out!

The last several days have been incredibly topsey turvey. I was in Denver for the first time this past weekend (trying to relax from a very hectic two weeks after the launch of my new site), and feeling really great about a decision I made before my wedding to recreate my diet, fitness, and body. I am now 36 years old, and I know that at some point in the next several years my testosterone levels will change, and it will become even...

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The cycle of gay-on-gay abuse
Jan15

The cycle of gay-on-gay abuse

“Question devon: What does it take to be a male prostitute? Is there a college degree needed? Do your parents know that their gay child sells his scummy body with receding hair or were your parents of the same venue? These are questions that you need to answer yourself. Hopefully you will connect with the HIV virus sooner than later to eliminate your ugly scummy body mass from this earth. How does it feel not paying any taxes;...

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Liars, and bullies, and cunts… oh, my!
Sep07

Liars, and bullies, and cunts… oh, my!

Dear @SpencerReedXXX, Before we go any further I want you to know that I am writing this with a very calm and measured tone. Please consider reading “Misogyny as the language of homophobia.” I am taking control of this (which I know is something difficult for you to accept), because the messaging here is mine, not yours. Take a deep breath, pause before you continue, and hear my words as I am telling you they are spoken....

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Pick on someone your own size
Jul02

Pick on someone your own size

Well, after two months of almost no entries, here’s a second one in one day. I wasn’t going to blog this, but I just decided to vent it out of my system. Earlier, while my window was open, I heard two people having a very heated and profanity-laden argument in the parking lot. It was a lovers spat quickly devolving into a problem. He started cursing horribly at her at the top of his lungs while she was just crying and...

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Dear QueerClick, You suck demon cock. Love, Devon

Dear QueerClick, We have some unfinished business, you and I. But before I address any of that, I want you to know that I am not ranting as I write this. Although Howard at Fabscout and a fellow gay porn blogger bore the brunt of that fury last night, I want to be clear that I am writing this morning with the calm tone of cool “detachment.” Last night I felt that people were right, and that what happened last night on...

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It gets better… but WHEN?

I just read that yet another gay teen has committed suicide because of bullying, this time in Minnesota. I very much applaud the “It Gets Better” campaign, and I am especially glad that attention is being focused (finally) on this ongoing crisis within the LGBT community; however, I am getting tired quickly of being patient with a matrix that empowers homophobic bullies at the expense of people’s lives. It really is...

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I cast thee out: Get behind me, Satan!

“From ghosties and ghoulies and long-leggedy beasties and things that go bump in the night, Good Lord deliver us.” We all have our demons. I am definitely not an exception. I still have a particular monster under my bed. (I would say I have a skeleton in my closet, but the door is wide open, and nearly all those have come clattering out onto the floor.) But to stretch this extended metaphor to its breaking point, I will...

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Cave Canem: Beware of the Dog (Exploitative Agencies)

One of the reasons I blog is to help others avoid irrevocable choices. I cannot say it enough: You do not go into the video component of adult entertainment without THOROUGH consideration. You must take care of yourself. You must research the companies you are going to shoot for. You must get to know your agent (or already have a solid understanding of all components of the industry before you represent yourself). BEFORE YOU DO PORN...

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