I have know idea why that particular turn of phrase came to mind. It’s just what I feel… I’m a stone, feeling hard, still, and heavy. I’m full of potential energy, but I need to explode, or more precisely to be exploded or thrown or something, to release my power. I feel like I need to move very quickly into another place; however, actively flying isn’t what I’m yearning for. Rather, I feel like I need to be thrown. I haven’t felt this before. It’s strange. Like I need someone or something else to move me. It must be a metaphor. I’m sure of it. I am petrified. I am blocked.